I’m really amazed at how many memories we intentionally try to forget or that one day just leave our minds. You know those kind of memories that you thought you’d never forget, and then one day poof there gone without you even noticing it.
I have had all of these memories over the past few weeks flooding my mind. So many things that I’d forgotten totally even happened. I know that all these memories are flooding back for a reason and that reason being to deal with them. I’ll be honest though I have not been dealing with more like avoiding it and it’s totally taking a toll.
I don’t like that there is something keeping me restrained and not knowing what it is. I’m sure it has something to do with fear, but fear of what.
Blah, oh how the mind must process.